A change is occuring in my life.
A dramatic change.
You see... the old Justin Cobb is to be buried.
The new Justin Cobb... My spiritual self
Is to be alive in Christ.

There are many things about my life that I regret.
Many decisions I have made over the past few years
That have corrupted my mind.
They have corrupted my behavior.
They have created within me a monster.
A monster who craves evil.
Loves sin.

Over the years I have hurt people.
I have hurt fellow deviants
I have hurt family.
I have hurt God.
Just as Matthew did... when Jesus told him
to leave his life behind and follow him
So will I.
I will use my talents only to serve him.
And everything I do will honor him.
When the man was paralyzed...
Jesus told him... "Take up your bed, and walk..."
So will I.
Jesus had the power to heal the man.
But it was the mans decision to want to be healed.
I will not bow down to this evil world any longer.
I will not shut up.  I will not relent.

Following one's own selfish desires will only lead to destruction.
Sadness... sorrow... and eventually Judgement on that last day.
We will all stand and give an account for the things we have done.
But it's a wonderful thing really.
See God actually came down to earth in the form of His son.
His son Jesus Christ.
Could You imagine... the Creator of the Universe.... having to experience
Time?  Distance?  Suffering?  Hard Labor?  Hunger?  Pain?  Temptation?
and... Crucifixion?
There is a word... Excruciating ... and it actually comes from the
Roman phrase "From the cross"  and was a word created to describe
the pain one felt as they were crucified... as before then there was
no word to describe it.

And Jesus did all of this.  For you.  For Me.
He put the entire sin of the world on his shoulders.
Past.  Present.  and Future.
He took away my sin.  He took on him the sin of the world.
And God turned as it were his face from him.
And after all that we've done.  After all That I have done.

I will not bow down any longer to this evil world.

I am in the process of removing the evil from my heart.
I am in the process of removing the evil from this page.
Bear with me, I shall not be on this site for months to come.
When I return... I will delete this old page.
I will start a new page that glorifies our father in heaven.
I will be rejoicing in the spirit
And I will not be fulfilling the lusts of my flesh any longer.

Take care.  and God Bless.